With All My Heart I Cry Worthy

Although my heart breaks for the one person who has hurt me the most in this world, I cannot pretend that I do not care. I will forever care, and I will forever remember you in my prayers. When it seems like I can't bear the burden you've placed on me, I remember that the Lord says to cast all our burdens on Him because He cares for us. If only it were that easy.
You don't know it, but I do think about you. Every day it haunts me like a bad feeling I can't shake off. How could someone I cared for so deeply for so long be so lost? How did I let this happen? Aren;t I supposed to be the "good example" as a Christian and show you the "right path" to follow? Where did I go wrong? But this is not my fault. I cannot change your stubborn mind.
Lord my spirit feels burdened.
       "Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."
              2 Corinthians 4:16
Create in me a pure heart and a steadfast spirit. Although I do not understand, help me to be patient and trusting in You. For You are Worthy.