Waiting

We always seem to want what we can't have. Why is that? It is a common trend among humanity, and I really don't understand. I am guilty of it, too. I don't understand. That is the phenomena of the human mind. We want something that is unattainable for us. It is like a game for us. Can we catch his eye? Will he finally ask me on that date I've been waiting for so long? We want the mystery, the chase, but when we catch it what do we do? Usually, we lose interest. But wait! There's that one person, even once we've caught, we never tire of seeing. We await their call/text like a kid waiting to open his presents on Christmas. Once you have found that person, do not let them go. But what do we do if we have finally found that person, that one person who we can't wait to just talk to for five minutes, but we can't have them? Whoa. That threw a kink in the system. What do you do, when you've found someone who you don't look for the faults in or make up lame excuses to keep from having to put make up on, but they love someone else? Well my friend, that is when you watch a sappy love movie, eat some chocolate, then put your big girl panties on. If he loves someone else, that means he is happy with that someone else. If you actually loved him, you would be happy for him that he found someone who makes him happy, even if it is not you, because that is all you want for him.
Some may ask, but what if y'all were meant to be together? What if you told him how you felt so he would come back to you? First of all, hello!, he was never with you in the first place. Second, if it was meant to be, God will bring him back to you without you having to do anything besides wait on the Lord. So for the one who this was written for, I'll be waiting for you. If God brings you back to em, I'll be waiting.